So, I’ve been lurking on this thread since the OP. And since I gotta wait 40 mins for my bus I’ll go on and talk a little bit about myself.
First of all this is like the 4th time I try to post. Always give up and delete it all. Is this THE ONE? let the bus decide!
I’m Neru, about to be 26, non 1st world citizen, though a cis white male.
I’ve had depression, borderline, bipolar and some other disorders that come with the package since forever. I remember my mom saying once that since 3 I’ve been prone to stay in the corner and look sad.
I have a pretty big history with my mental health, have hit the bottom of depression 3 times, and attempted suicide over 10 times.
Today I feel like I have sealed the biggest demon out of my mind, after some years of meds and lots of willpower. Most problems still linger but I feel like someone new today.
Maybe I’ll tell my story with details later. Always wanted to be a writer.
I’ve learned that mental problems are like an addiction. It will never go away forever, and ever if you can win, every day feeling good is just one more day. One slip can crumble it all. So I try to keep it one day at a time.
Never stop fighting my beautiful people. Our mind knows our weaknesses, so it’s a hard fight. Never stop nonetheless. You can always win this.